There are odd days where extremes happen – very busy and very free. Today I decided to call it a day at 10.50pm, it’s time for me to wind down and get ready for tomorrow. I am thankful that even if I have many things to do, it is good because things are happening and I spend less time thinking about what others would call “scenarios which will not happen”. And strangest things is that I feel satisfied and accomplished doing all these instead of feeling frustrated like what we all feel when we have to OT at our regular jobs. & there seem to be a long list of things I would like to do but I need to stop myself in case my eyes pop out of my sockets.
I m not sure what this quote means but okay . I know that most of the time nobody knows what they really want to do, and elimination process just takes too long. So today I realized that by knowing already what I want to do, is some thing many others are not privileged with. I used to and still do wish that I was like people who already knew long ago what they liked – most of these people are lawyers and doctors, somehow they know for sure. So I hope that everyone does chance upon what they really like and want to do soon. Like I told Mel it’s never too late and compared to others who either don’t know or know what they want to do but circumstances don’t allow them to pursue, we should be happy we do get the opportunity to try.
I chanced upon this blog post and it really resonates with me, I have been wondering where I went wrong, as others can look so chillax and how they do it but in reality, I think it’s really like this, thank goodness I am not alone and not going crazy : http://aminuteawayfromsnowing.com/with-glittering-eyes/